Massive week

By helen on September 27th, 2005
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tHis would have to be one of the biggest week’s of my life.

BUT finally don’t feel completely overwhelmed and starting to get excited.

Helen & Mike arrived today. WOOHOO!! very cool.

Jon & Dj arrive tomorrow. YAY!!!!! :)
Fri is Stump.

Sat & Sun is show time.

I really enjoyed DVD editing and rehearsing today. Maybe the show will be ok after all.

Big week here we come.

Tomorrow has more things in it that need doing than there is time. Maybe time could slow down for a bit. Or maybe by some miracle some things just won’t need to happen.

By helen on September 23rd, 2005
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I seem to have forgotten about blogs. Not sure why. Oops.

waking up way too early

By helen on September 20th, 2005
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I’ve now been awake for more than 6 hours. That’s a bit ridiculous really.

This morning’s thoughts

By helen on September 17th, 2005
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The sun is shining even though it’s cold. That’s good.
I’m very tired.
My body still hurts from ballet on Thurs.
This is the second time ever I’ve been home alone in this house. I like space :) I miss my piano.
I wanted to go to breakfast in the city but couldn’t make my body work.
Surprise phone calls are fun.
The unknown of the future is both scary and exciting.
I’m not very good at not being emotional.
Blackstump feels too soon.
Jon arriving feels too far away.
I’m excited about Helen & Mike coming to visit.
Funny they’re all kinda at the same time.
Distance makes the heart grow fonder. Then again, so does nearness.
It’s hard not to have your own agenda when you’re trying to listen to God.
Everyone is weak, just in different ways.
It’s such a blessing when you’re blessed by people you lead.
People are great.
Tea is good. (I agree with Jem)
How does spiritual warfare work.
Maybe creativity and overemotionalism go hand in hand.
I’m still not too old to get excited about a girlie Vegie Tales sleepover.
Deep down all girls are girls and boys are boys.
I don’t think I’d be very good at Podcasts.
Big decisions are hard.
I take a long time to make decisions.
I really like the beginning of a creative process.
Most things I’d really like to spend my life doing don’t earn any money.
There’s always too many things to do.
I wonder what it would be like to be bored.
I really want to learn to be unoffendable.
Songs have an awful lot of memories attached to them.
I think my mind might be jumping everywhere.
Why doesn’t God just say the same thing to everyone and it’d be much easier to work out His will.
Your past is always affecting who you are today whether you realise it or not.
Ony God can erase the past and rewrite the future.
There’s never enough time to process and discuss theological issues that affect life.
There’s always heaps more to learn about being a leader.
God doesn’t seem to leave me alone. He keeps stretching me. I do actually like that, it can just be hard sometimes.
Life is becoming less black and white. People use to tell me that would happen when I was younger and it use to really annoy me.
I prefer using blue pens to black ones.
It’s fascinating the one’s greatest strenght and greatest weakness can be so closely related.
I love the way different people play different roles in my life.
God doesn’t stay silent.
Jesus’ name is powerful.

By helen on September 13th, 2005
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I’m very excited about the fact that the sun is out today.

And I’ve also just rediscovered that a good laugh does wonders for the soul.

11

By helen on September 8th, 2005
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Well it’s quarter to, and I do believe I’m going to make it. Hoorah!

By helen on September 7th, 2005
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Today I decided I would resolve to try and go to bed each night before 11pm. It didn’t work.

Maybe tomorrow night.

a brighter day

By helen on September 4th, 2005
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yes saturday was definately better than friday.

therapeutic potato stack & chai tea with Jo & Jem in Newtown
organic dried figs from whacky bring-your-own-jar store
driving listening to new CD
creating new pieces and remembering old ones for our new Stump show
dancing intercession for Make Poverty History
talking to Jon :) reading the end of my book
snacking on Turkish bread, hommous and semi dried tomatoes
seeing ‘The Making of Love Is’
Tom’s spontaneous game of charades meets catch phrase which seemed to last forever…
coming home to fun emails

Good night.

By helen on September 2nd, 2005
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Today would have to be one of the wierdest days of my life. Can’t quite find the words to describe it.

I just really hope tomorrow is better.